Ton lying-Elena

33. Ton

but of course elena, you are never wrong. it’s always the other who has it wrong because you are the exclusive arbiter and judge of truth… no one can dare question your judgment because you are always right. gee elena i think i see a pattern, this is the same thing your cult leader says and after years and years and years of cult brainwashing, even though you’ve seemingly ‘moved on’ and ‘left’ the cult, that meme you’ve lived with for so many years has implanted itself into your psyche and so you carry on the convinction that only you are privy to ‘the truth’ and that anyone else’s perspective is suspect at best, and most often, simply invalid and therefore to be dismissed…. apparently you’ve learned all too well from your masters who still control your mind. but i have hope for you elena, you are a just a fledgling, learning to fly in freedom, it will take a lot of time for you to learn to see the mental strictures for what they are, and then it will take more time to shed them… i’ll help you to see the chains that bind you, but it’s up to you to do the work required to break them… or not, maybe you are just too comfortable with that weighty feeling that you are always ‘right’ and anyone who questions you or offers another perspective is ‘wrong.’ you obviously enjoy the illusion that there is no possibility that anyone else might have a point when it questions your own, absolutely correct perspective. you are a closed mind now elena, but i have hope for you because you have made some minor progress through this dialogue, you’ve acknowledged your anger and rage, but you still project it, you still haven’t gotten to the source, the pain that lies beneath. you’ve acknowledged your hatred of the male of the human species but we have yet to get to the bottom of that issue… but we’re working on that and much else. there is always a lot to do but keep at it elena… you’re doing fine. while you’re at it consider this: what if there really were no such thing as ‘right’ and ‘wrong’ as you like to conceive of it, what if this lens through which you see is simply a product of your conditioning ? you see elena, what you need to do is to find a context, everything has a context and that’s what you tend to overlook, that’s at least partly why you are fooling yourself into thinking in absolute, “black or white” terms. being sequestered in a cult for all those years and the isolating effects on the mentality does wreak havoc on perspective and proper context… but you’ll get there elena, time is the great healer. now go out and enjoy the day, face the light and the shadows fall behind.

34 Elena

Ton:
“you still haven’t gotten to the source, the pain that lies beneath. you’ve acknowledged your hatred of the male of the human species but we have yet to get to the bottom of that issue”

You’re a sick liar Ton. Show were I’ve acknowledged anything of the sort.

Sick liar, and you get worse by the minute.

Men in their greed for power have done a lousy job at leading the world but realizing that doesn’t mean they are hateful, just that they need to get better at it and grow up into mature human beings like you do. The women in power have often proved as lousy and greedy.