And that isn’t all Ton, what also made you very angry is that I questioned everything you and most people presented. And when you chased me down I avoided you not to hurt you, I "dismissed" you while I confronted most people. Questioned, confronted and tried to present something higher and although that highness was never seriously challenged I was attacked personally until you banned me. It was ridiculed but not challenged.
What you have wanted me to look at is my vanity when it showed up so strongly, when I laughed at you all for hurting me but not challenging my arguments. What you want me to look at is at my arrogance and THAT was what I apologized for but it wasn’t enough. What you want to destroy is my pride and I am not going to let you because that is sick. Pride is a world apart from arrogance and while arrogance must be put away you should never try to destroy a person’s pride, it is a sacred aspect of the human being.
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